Respite..

Respite frm e horrid heat, finally...but nw, it ain't exactly cool too.
Went for hair cut with Soph yest, she's pretty satisfied with e results, took b4 n after pics of her but she wun allow me to post it, oh well... For me, nothing much has changed, perhaps, a bit shorter in length, tt's all.

The verdict is out. It's official.
The sinseh told me tt i had a genetically deformed leg,...somewhere along e lines of tt anyway...my left leg ain't aligned according to my thigh in e proper way n he said tt was causing some of my muscles to shrink.
N he said tt e muscles on my left leg's extremely hard. eh, tt much , i noe, i always feel like i'm dragging leaden legs ard.
N then he said my left kneecap's swollen, yupz, i noe tt too.
N then he said i can't run for 2 wks. I protested n asked if he cud make it 1 wk. Mum protested, uh oh...forgot she was in e rm too n anyway he said no.
So i'm gonna be laid off running for 2 whole weeks.
I wun whine abt tt.
I'm more mature than tt.

But yah, i gotta admit, it sucks. Feel crippled.....okie, tt ain't a pun.
Last day of term break, sigh...more work, more deadlines. Sometimes, i reallie hate school.

Anyway, I'm feeling bleak.
Nt in a gd mood.
So tt's it for now.

Not Again....:(

Set off for a morn run at 530am, barely into my 2nd round of e canal, thinking abt some stuff n there it goes....Plowk....I sprained my ankle...AGAIN....
Yest I was a wimp, today I'm a LOSER.I think tml I'll be a lame duck, no make tt a lame duck with Bird Flu. Mum's so gonna drag me to e sinseh but i think i'll go. *wince in pain* My knees r disintegrating, my ankles crumbling, I dun wanna be laid off running forever.

I think I sprain my ankle once a mth. CiaoZ...I'm off to hang myself, my spirit will be back.

ucks...

anorexia...

it's scrumalicious!

After! haha...looks a bit burnt..> <
e dough>

before poppin into e oven

everything thrown tog

e dough

ingredients!

Freaked Out...

Decided to do a bit of poking ard in e cyber world after Wens told me abt some anorexia stuff. Guess it struck a chord with me cuz had a fren who once suffered frm it n nw, apparently someone close to me seems to be falling into tis deadly trap as well. http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,169660,00.html

Tt's e link to Time mag which toks abt anorexia gg hi tech n a bit of surfing ard gt me onto tis pro anorexia blog n jus found it highly disturbing.

Jus one entry frm tt blog...
Having a good day today!Only had 400 cal. already been for a 2 km run, then i have step class for an hour tonight which will be more workout. Mind you i will probably have to eat dinner with the family but i can just say i'm still feeling sick. I came home early from school today cause i felt sick. Oh no, what if my mum doesn't let me go to the gym. She better. Anyway, i am feeling really good. I love that it hurts when i sit down, my bones dig into the seat and i know that the more it hurts the closer the bones are to the skin. I can see my collar bone, my ribs- front and back, my back bone, hip bones. YAY. It's only my legs that i really really really hate! Hopefully i will be able to see bone there soon. Only 4.84 pounds away from my STG. Better go, Think thin girls!

Stay Strong, Think Thin..tt's their slogan
Haz, i have my own too! Mine is Stay Happy, Think Healthy!

Gawd...I'm freaked out...pretty sad, reallie..

Anyway, on a more cheerful note, I'm gonna try my hand at baking Ham n Egg pie later! I'll take pics of before n after n u guys can judge for urself. Pity u can't sample e tasty morsels bt perhaps looking at e pics will suffice, hoho...Snitched tis recipe frm joyofbaking n it sounds pretty easy n idiotproof but as one of my frens quite aptly put it..."idiotproof recipes ain't any comfort to u anyway"...Sheesh...oh well, i can always count on my peseverence. Had my shortest run at e gym ever jus nw, 1.67km...e aircon broke down, din fancy turning into a roasted pig so packed up n left jus after 10 mins. I am such a WIMP. Taz!

Correction?

James results match my personality so much better i decided to gif it another try but here's wad i ended up with...Sheesh...onli e words in red seem to be accurate.

eXpressive: 7/10Practical: 6/10Physical: 5/10Giver: 6/10
You are a XPYG--Expressive Practical Physical Giver. This makes you a Roving Spouse.You are magnetic, charming, and impossible to resist. You have no problem with approaching your target sex -- it just comes naturally to you, and the thrill of warming up a stranger is one of your great drives. Still, very few people really know you. You don't just *feel* misunderstood -- you are. You are probably nursing a heartache that you never let on. You're calm in a conflict (almost *too* calm -- a more emotional partner may wonder why you're not more engaged) and quick with affection. Fighting makes you uncomfortable, but as you avoid direct conflict your frustrations can manifest in the cold shoulder and passive-aggression, which is no better! Still, you make a loving, doting parent -- giving more love than discipline -- and your children prefer you. Like an XSYG, you put so much thought and effort in what you give to your partner that you feel dismissed and unappreciated if you don't get the same in return. You also give and think so much that you can also talk yourself into cheating -- physically or emotionally -- and this can lead a cycle of conflict, guilt, conflict-avoidance, chilly atmosphere and then more cheating. But you'll stay with your partner in the long run from guilt and a desire to please. You've got to open up! You express and give so much of yourself in other ways -- don't be afraid to express what's bothering you. I'm only being so hard on you because you remind me of me.

Sheesh

Took tt quiz tt Yuntian recommended n gawd...it seems to be predicting tt i'm gonna be left on e shelf..Boo Hoo Hoo, SDU, here I come...It's way cool to be able to rot or perhaps one shud say roast at hm on a Monday, it's 5 pm nw, normally, i shud be in e midst of an extremely effective sleep inducing MNO mod pretending to listen with great interest to e drones of an overly enthusiastic n eager lecturer next to an equally bored Na.

Been parched these few days, been guzzling down gallons like nobody's biz. Last wk's mileage was 37.5km, hope to break 40 km for tis wk. Recently been hving reallie weird n i gotta say interesting dreams, anyone for psycho-analysing my dreams? heck, anyone but Kev...yest, i dreamt tt i was e White snake, tt snake in e legendary tale? n i was pounding on e doors of a hospital ward whilst knowing tt e Green snake was seducing my man. I can still rem tt gross seductive n slutty expression on tt Green snake's face, come to think abt it, tt guy muz be blind, I'm e beautiful, classical n elegant White snake n he wud rather wan someone as capricious n low class as tt green viper? Swoosh....the next moment, i was eating tis huge plate of veri yummy spaghetti, i was literally burying my face in it, it was jus so yummalicious...i think e spaghetti part may hv been e aftereffects of my veri unsuccessful attempts to cook fettucini a few days ago. I'm nt a cooking idiot though it may appear so, i think tt fettucini has sthg agst me. I let it boil n blubber in glorious fashion for more than 15 mins (i think) n yet when i drained it n served it, it still tasted like rubbery tires to me, in e end, i had to pick out e sausages to eat n leave tt gross rubbery pile alone. Wad a waste. N my virgin batch of brownies hv still been sitting unscathed in e cookie jar, everyday i harbour hopes of them being viewed as a gastronomic delight n hence finding their way to appreciative stomachs but tt jus sets me up for daily disappointments. Pple can be so BLIND to gd morsels. Humph...

Tickled..

Did the 20 Questions To a Better Relationship
eXpressive: 8/10Practical: 8/10Physical: 5/10Giver: 4/10
You are a XPYT--Expressive Practical Physical Taker. This makes you a Player.You are clever, sexy and sexually oriented. You know what you want and how to get it. You command attention in a room of strangers, as your charisma, your personality and your spending habits are all oriented toward making an impression on your target sex. You pay attention to details. You reel people in easily, but have a harder time keeping them around since you are just as demanding in a long term relationship as you are on a night out. Combine your demanding nature with the fact that you're hard to keep up with and easily bored, and you get a recipe for problems with fidelity. In a conflict, you're brutal -- you know how to unleash one cutting remark that turns a normal fight into a brawl or a breakup. Your general attitude is you just don't have time for fighting -- if you feel like your current partner doesn't understand you, you know you can find another one. You may see yourself in a parent and dislike his/her choices, so you want to avoid them for yourself. You feel confined by social pressures, both to pair up and stay paired. It will (and should) take you years to settle (and for you, it may really feel like you're settling).
Please use a condom.Of the 201031 people who have taken this quiz, 8 % are this type.

American Idol..

Can prob guess i'm watching AI nw..pretty boring, jus showing all e eliminations n stuff.

Hilarious session with Na n Soph peppered with lotsa hysterical laughter...e winner was when Soph said :" It's nt as if he's in prison.." haha....i'll leave out e context, pretty sensitive..When she said tt, i jus went into bouts of cackles..

Gt back at ard 715, headed out for a run despite my aching feet. Did 6.5km along e canal. Was wearing Ric's old Guards shirt n met a fellow jogger who was wearing e same shirt, sheeshh...saw him throw a second glance at wad i was wearing...embarrassed man.. On my last round, tis guy who looks like a fitness buff n dressed in army tee smiled n said " U're gd!" Gaf him a wide grin and waddled on, feels gd to be given an encouraging pat on e shoulder when u're grinding ur way thr. Walked over to e lake,settled on a spot with a cool view of e scenery, sat down on e joggers' trail for a bout of meditation b4 heading hm.

Anyway, I jus realised my DDR grp is full of B's pple....haha, BIMBOTIC Nat (according to her), BRATTY Wens (according to me n Nat), BLUR SOTONG Samantha (pretty much everyone's consensus)...i can't think of anything for me...well..I dun mind anything bt BITCHY..haha

My fitness equip..haha,looks like some kinda sadomasochist gear.. 

Purple fire n cornflower..cool color combi! 

My wall 

Nachos on my bed 

Piglet slippers! 

ConcusseD!

My Trusty Asics!

KO at 9 plus pm yest...Distance clocked: 12 kmCalories burnt: 777 caloriesNice no, eh? 777....yeap, did 12 km on e MonZ yest, figured i had nt done a long run for some time n perhaps tt's why I was so exhausted yest.It's 514am nw, feel like gg for a run but my running shorts r still wet frm e wash plus i shudn't run e next day after a long run. I dunno whether it's me or them but 2 days in a row, i've caught sight of guys resting their heads on their gfs/wives shoulders on e bus. Oh well...mebbi they're jus too tired or....perhaps they're jus plain wimpish. Haz....Horrendous weather. Hasn't rained for more than a mth, feels as if i'm in e middle of Sahara. I'll be seeing a mirage soon, by e looks of it. Yeah, checked my mail yest n I think IG's reallie nice. He sent me an email giving me e link to his own bk review cuz e bk i did for my bk review happens to be e one he did for a bk review in e past too. Then he emailed me again to tell me he had read my bk review n said it was a gd job so he figured it wun be fair to make me wait for my grade afterwhich he gave me my grade. Haz...though as usual, he said he din agree with my interpretations but tt's jus e thing i like abt him, tt's why i've always been inclined towards taking his mods. Feel tt even if e things i write or opinions i express differ frm his, he's open to alternative opinions n wun penalize on those grounds.

Lurker Cherky!

eh, why nobody told me abt e Cherky conspiracy? Humph! Anyway, Lurker!! HEllooooooo......u've nvr left a comment on my blog so sometimes i dun even noe if u're reading but yeah, given ur sampat nature, haha....Cherky reminds me of tt terror doll, Chucky...somehow..hehz..

New pics!!

haz...there, i proved it, I'm even more narcissitic than Nat....
Tis will be a short one, I'm gg to concuss soon. Tired man! Was so tempted to jus sprawl on e bed when i gt hm at 7 jus nw, din go run. Popped my rope skipping cd, Jay's Fantasy, grabbed my jump rope n did 3000, blistered soles were wad i reaped. Free wts, dips n it was splash time! Viola, tinkered with e photobucket thingy tt Wen suggested but too dumb to ged it gg so turned to turned to hello form picasa. Posted some old pics cuz din hv a lot of recent pics. I'm pigging out on Marigold natural yoghurt nw, nothing interesting took place today. Tt's it, folks...teeth brushing n dreamland, here i come! Updates ltrz...

me n best pal! 

hag! 

faces 

ghost 

me n SJ 

At Breeks 

childish! 

I miss my hall...note my mirror fetish.. 

In Sentosa back in 2003 

me, soph n juan..back when i had short hair n looking damn kiddo! 

me in my hall back in yr 3 

me with my cuzies 

At Sentosa 

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Kevin

Kevin likes ballet. Kevin's a metrosexual. Kevin's a smart ass. Kevin loves e library. Kevin likes e kung pao rice frm e arts canteen. Kevin likes to drink coffee frm a packet. Kevin has e habit of gesticulating when expressing opinions. Kevin likes sitting beside Nadine and Sophia. Kevin has nice spects. Kevin wears way funky tops. Kevin likes wearing jeans. Kevin doesn't wear pink. Kevin wears a nice bead necklace. Kevin is obesessed with Freud.

Kevin is definitely gg to turn into A BIG ORANGE PUMPKIN tis coming Halloween.

Now...hw many times did Kevin come up in tis post? Hmmm...

My kinda V Day..

Finally finished all e work i'm supposed to do n boi...am i tired... Jus feel like flopping on bed nw, 10 more mins b4 V day's finally over. Radio been blasting soppy love songs all day long with listeners calling in professing their undying love for their other half or tt person they long to be in a rs with. But everytime someone says tt they'll love tt other person forever, esp when it's as yet unreciprocated love, i jus feel like rolling my eyes n barfing my guts out, gimme a break..

Lotsa stuff for DDR to settle, onli managed to tie up e looser ends tonight. Quite a tiring day, reached sch early to go print my stuff but din manage to n went to class earlier than usual. There was onli Lin Teck there n i helped him arrange e chairs, eh, told him tt i saw him on Sat whilst on e way to Sentosa, he was running out in e scorching sun at 3 plus pm, gawd....Anyway,i asked him abt his running agenda n my jaws dropped even further, he runs everyday n clocks 10km everytime, he puts me to shame man...esp since e morn run i had hoped to squeeze in tis morn din go my way, my sloth took over. I said tt i din run as much n as far as he does n he says it's diff since I'm a ger, hmmm...felt like retorting why nt butdden decided tt i'm neither willing nor able to run 10km every single day so kept my mouth shut. In retrospect, wise choice. We both hv e Standchart half marathon in mind though i think e way i'm slacking, i may onli ged to do a quartz marathon. But he has inspired me, he runs even during the melting hrs of noontime, realise tt i'm reallie quite a vampire when it comes to running. Today, i ran at 630 pm n it was still light n it felt so strange, i jus felt so exposed n vulnerable, lacking tt velvety canopy of darkness to shield me n cover me, it jus din feel right so guess running at mid noon is still out of e qn for me nw. He told me tt i look uncannily like Jeanette Aw n when he said tt, i felt like an alien, like I was myself in someone else's skin, weird...

Anyway, i wore a long sleeve shirt n skirt to HCI for e interview n they made me wait for more than half an hr, long sleeves reallie shud be banned in Spore, i felt like i was gonna melt into one big pool of blubber.....as I stepped into Hwachong, felt tis amazing sense of nostalgia sweeping over me. Saw a class heading for PE lessons n tot of those happy days with A12, of e fun n happiness I had with Nadine n Soph, things jus ain't e same nw. Oh well...tt's life, i guess. Reached hm at 630, changed, out for a run n did 6.5km. n haha, i jus rem! I saw e biggie of Mediacorp cycling along e canal, he's e no 1 or 2 figure in Mediacorp, always found him to be a veri charming guy n tis much he has proven so, cuz even dressed in tee, shorts n perched on a ridiculously small bike, he still exudes tt kind Richard Gere charm. As I ran past him, I half wanted to pretend to stumble on e pavement, wait for him to come to my aid n perhaps after he noticed my "uncanny" resemblance to one of e rising stars in his terrain, he'll welcome me with open arms to e big, warm Mediacorp family. Yeah, right...think e furthest i can ged wud be to be Jeanette's substitute. Anyway, it was a gd run, i did 14 laps of a canal route n realised sthg, tt if i din think of e distance loomin ahead n focused on jus putting one foot ahead of e next, i'll ged there much easier. That can be applied to life as well, at times i worry too much abt wad life holds for me, my future career, relationship, happiness etc...but i reallie shud jus focus on e current nw, it's amazing hw running can jus be so enlightening n illuminate certain perspectives tt i've been either blinded to or refuse to take heed of previously.

Anyway, tis is gonna be a long post cuz jus feel like blogging everything out. Today's V day..I tot of e previous 2 V day in which I was in separate relationships but still i din mange to celeb V day cuz it jus so happened that unhappy circumstances landed itself on V day n my past 2 V day was rather sucky. Tis yr, I'm alone for V day. No expectations, no gifts, no flowers, no surprises, no company, no disappointments, no heartbreaks as well. It's ironic but u cud even say tt this V day has been kinder to me than e previous two. At least I feel peace at heart. After my run, i went over to e Chinese Garden lake, looked out at it, the sun was setting, e waters tranquil, e sky an alluring misty shade....stretched my muscles, wished myself happy V day n turned back to head for hm. Oh yeah, last V day, I gaf myself a necklace for a pressie, tis yr, my pressie's an innovation in e way i run. Tis sounds stupid but i was reminded of wad Lin Teck said abt e way he spiced up his run, haha..it was jus running Lane 1, then e subsequent lanes so tt it wud add variety to e run. I noe it ain't much, haha, i almost wanted to burst out laughing when i ehard tt but refrained myself frm dg so. SoI ran backwards for a while jus nw, haha, tt's e stupid V day pressie I gaf myself. To be more innovative, daring n nt afraid to take an unfamiliar, alternative turn in life...Life's surprises awaits, doesn't it?

I jus feel so much more alive after a run. But nw, after dg DDR presentation, I'm half dead again, perhaps a morn run tml wud refresh me again. Yearn for Kent Ridge Park for my runs...nitez, lights out.

Thoughts..

Literally oozed on my bed after getting back frm Sentosa chalet with e extended family...jus so tired n think i broke a personal record, slept for almost 5 hrs straight, i am such a goner with noon woozies.. Typed out my bk review n realised tt it's jus 400 plus words, trying to cram in a couple more to make it into a decent piece. Jus ate bread for dinner, peanut butter n tuna...disgusting concoction? Nah..i ate it separate guzzled down with coffee... I promise to spice up my blog by learning hw to add pics to my blog, will harrass either Nat or Wen, esp since i've tons of pics frm e Sentosa chalet. One quite artistic shot tt i took of myself with e beach as e secenic backdrop....

Anyway, long long time since we had an extended family gathering n i gotta say tt it is VERI tiring...i hate waiting n gg to Sentosa with one whole bunch of noisy, animated relatives sorta stretches my nerves, we onli managed to check into e chalet at 4 plus...n us cousins headed for e beach for a bit of suntanning, wtaer games n my fave, kayaking! None of them had kayaked b4 so gaf them a few pointers before setting them off, arms rather ache..miss kayaking, tot of tt time at OBS when we kayaked for 6 hrs straight n yet had nt even reached e midpt of our destination. Sthg disturbed me during e course of e chalet which made me reach e conclusion tt guys r not onli jerks but oso male chauvinistic pigs. Take e onli male cousin n his fren who went along, gawd..wun go into details but felt tt wad my aunt n mum were advocating were wimpish behaviour tt shud be eradicated. I dun believe in keeping silent to preserve the general harmony of e whole n neither do i believe in submitting to unreasonable tantrums and whiny behaviour cuz for such pple, they believe in taking a mile when u gif them an inch. I wun even concede a centimetre, much less an inch.

I jus dun understand. It's oredi e 21st century, jerks, MCPS n guys who think they noe every single thing in e entire universe shud be banished to e ends of earth n left to rot there without any chance of redemption. That male cousin of mine's rather violent somemore, frm wad i heard..tt's why his poor siblings, all 3 female gotta put up with him since they're at e losing end. I think i'm gonna take up some self defence courses after i graduate, din continue with tkd after jc n i think with it's gd for females to noe hw to protect oneself. Had a long pow wow session with SY at e chalet when everyone else was asleep, both of us r running enthusiasts though of cuz we admit tt we dun look fwd to running, rather we look fwd to tt sensation we ged after a run. Pigged out at e chalet, it's time for a gd workout nw but nope, i missed my Sunday evening run. Sis went ahead for a run n i was left staring at e laptop, trying to churn out a few more words for US Intellectual bk review...

No show tml morn, an early morn run will be on a schedule, perhaps i shud do sthg fun n diff like run backwards...treat tt as a V day gift to myself. I am weird. TA!

Happy CNY!

Slept reallie early last nite, din hv e habit of sleeping late to shou ye..haha, n Mummy KO even earlier than me....My tummy feels a tad bit queasy, perhaps too much gd food plus I'm developing a horrid cough, due to all those millions of orangies I've been cramming down my throat. I've sworn off them, I hate to sound like a foghorn, my angelic voice wud be so much tarnished. Scrambled up at 330 am, eagerly awaiting my show but heck, they dun show it on New Yr's day so went back to bed, missing e morn run I wanted to squeeze in on CNY. One nvr noes...jus as e old saying they hv abt wearing one's shirt inside out n walking backwards out to a cross rds n once e clock struck 12 on Halloween's nite, one'll ged to meet a real life witch! Gosh, imagine tt so i tot perhaps if i go for an early morn run on Chinese New Yr's Day, i might jus run into Mr Rooster dressed up in splendid, resplendent finery preparing to squeeze his fat ass into e newly vacant throne of the yr. Haha...i cracked myself up again, imagine running into an overwt, clumsy golden bird decked in ridiculous, garish garments at e crack of dawn. I think i'll ask e bird whether it's down with bird flu n advise it to go to e doc.

Anyway, gt woken up at 7 plus by Mums chatting on e fone with Aunt. Gt up n made bkf, disgustin toasted peanut butter sandwiches tt i made, cud see Mum trying diplomatically to swallow those slabs of concrete down. I so wanted to bake a cake today. Baking complements me jus abt as well as Mao with democracy but after hearing Shuhui's prowess in e kitchen, she bakes trays n trays of pineapple tarts for her relatives n frens, i tot i shud ged in touch with my feminine side, I hv one, of cuz! Heck, I had e highest marks in econs when i was in sec sch, but haha...tt was onli in theory. For practical, i rem tt me n Juan were perenially being condemned to e sink where e two of us wud be slavishingly washing dishes n forbidded frm gg near e cooking area, i din even noe hw to switch on e oven! Eh, back to cake baking, why din i do it? Oh...cuz i din hv some of e ingredients, i wanted to bake Lemon Glazed Cake, ferreted tt recipe frm Joyofbaking.com, woot! One of my fave websites, i hv 3...Ladieshome journal.com, Runnersworld.com n tis baking website. But thinking back of e time when i tried e supposedly idiotproof Betty Crocker cookies mix n i still managed to screw them up, they turned out looking like little pieces of shit, albeit nice smelling shit...will badger Shuhui to impart some baking tips to me n i am gonna wear more pinksey stuff, realised I was being color stereotyped by Kev n Soph when i wore pink tt day n those 2 were making so much noise over it. okie, so I'm a black/white/army or olive green kinda person, tt doesn't make me dull or boring! Pink is jus a tad too girlish for me though i quite like e color, I hv pink cushions, a pink banana boat couch n pink piglet bedroom slippers in my rm! Wad else? Ooh..my hair brush is pink too n so is my laundry basket! There!

Read Nat's blog, stupid ger, she announced my quirk in her blog, tt wud be so damaging to e perfect ger image I hv erected abt myself, haha...n yeah, i dun like diamonds, i'll rather they gif me money then I can go splurge on a treadmill, I want a Lifefitness one, they cost ard e same as tt of e Solitaire diamond (I think?) I dun like accessories, e onli accessory I like r earrings so perhaps diamond earrings ain't tt bad. But a treadmill wud be better, at least tt can ensure tt i hv bouts of endorphin highs every single day, ain't tt sheer blissful happiness? I like mirrors though...i hv 4 mirrors in my rm alone, all of varying sizes n my latest planned acquisition gonna e a full length mirror frm Ikea, oredi hv one in my rm but figured one more wudn't hurt, hiakzzz...I'm nt narcisstic like Nat, rather, i'm more interested in e workings of e principles of reflection n refraction, hoho.

Realised e freq with which i've been hitting e loo is rather alarming n disturbing, seems like everytime i chow down a pineapple tart, choco chip oatmeal cookie or wad other CNY goodies, e next moment will see me running to e loo to deposit some rather disgusting gunk. It cud hv been all those CNY treats wrecking havoc in my tummy or perhaps my bowels fancied a bout of springcleaning for e festive season or even a dash of malicious joke by e makers of those CNY sweets who decided to celeb April's fool early by sloshing in some laxative into e goodies. Wadever...i might as well tear e toilet bowl out n hang it round my neck whilst making CNY visitations,oh well..look on e bright side, that cud stimulate my metabolic rate, at e rate I'm running to e loo, i might even detect teeny weeny undigested fragments of pineapple tarts or cashew sugee in the heaps of gunk...Great, I'm grossing myself out..enuff!

Almost 10 nw, i better start grinding my way thr my bk for US Intellect history, Happy Cny to all u cronies out there, stuff ur tummies n pockets! Taz..

Quirks..

At 9 plus am on a Sunday morn, 3 losers were sitting cross legged on the shiny marble(?) floor outside e CL, getting up every few mins when e sickening librarian opened e door n hving to settle down again when it turned out tt she was onli allowing entry for those lib personnel, gawd..we muz hv looked pretty desperate. Met fellow history losers in e lib, 3 in all...grinz..DDR's pretty culturally sensitive, he postponed e presentation tis wk else i wud hv seriously contemplated dg a racist topic agst him, we're e majority afterall. hiakzz...Adjourned to Mac for sinful, fatty loaded Mac meals with sprinkling of laughter, loads of gossip, traumatizing survivors' tales (mainly frm Nat) as me n Wens stared at her horror struck, aghast tt tis poor, tortured soul's still alive n yupz, we shared our quirks too, hee hee, Nat din blog abt mine, thank god...

The curly fries r Mac's gd, yum yum...headed hm, stuffed myselves silly with Mandarin oranges, I declare after CNY, i'll either hv phglem choked blood vessels or end up looking like a BIG, BLOATED Mandarin orange myself... n guess wad? I slept for nearly 4 hrs straight!! Fr 3 pm till almost 7!! Gosh...woke up, feeling rather disgruntled, dragged myself out for a jog...did a reallie reallie slow 5km jog, e snail may consider taking me in as their relation. IG hasn't replied with rgds to e bks for my bk review, hmmm...think i better approach him to ask him directly cuz i reallie need to start soon, both my bks r damn thick!

Perhaps, i shud seriously consider spending my future Sundays in the CL, i seriously can't function on a Sunday when i'm a hm, i jus loll n laze n become a full fledged SLOTH... so perhaps, i shud stay in e lib till 4 pm on Sunday, ged back hm, watch my HK drama, go for a run, come back, rest n relac..blah blah, eh, tt's e way to go, i'm gonna be a hardworking loser. Tokking of which , i think i need to ged up early to go for a run at 4 plus am tml, e jog today was totally unsatisfying n whilst i was jogging today, sthg struck me...the nitemare i had of me getting married to a nerd..then a few days ltr, news of Blind getting hitched...hmmm..ominous connection.
Taro cards r in e line up for me.

Touch me..u'll find dust.

hven't even been coming online recently, been jus plopping down on e bed straight after i ged back hm. 2 days hiatus or mebbi even 3 frm running. Bombshell dropped upon me or rather e entire 2A peeps at last nite's reunion dinner. Met up with e 2A chums for our annual reunion dinner @ the Noodle Hut at Harbourfront n wad initially appeared to be harmless teasing frm Lian actually ferreted out e shocking news frm Blind tt she n her bf had jus gotten their apartment n r planning to ROM tis May/June!!! I swear there was at least a few seconds of silence as I surveyed e table looking at the goldfish like looks on most pple's faces. I was like..." My dating life is zilch n nw u tell u u're gonna ged hitched in a matter of a few mths??!!" But of cuz i managed to compose myself n reached over for a thumpy handshake..too far for a hug.. Ever since my sis has been complaining abt e red bombs she had been receving, i've been wondering when my turn wud come, popular speculation among e 2A circles was tt Shan wud be number 1 to go but guess Blind beat her to tt, judging frm e enthusiastic nattering gg on btw e 2 gers yest, perhaps e newly crowned no 1 was imparting some useful tips to e potential no 2..

n Shan was tokking abt some rather eligible auditor in her firm but of cuz, seriously speaking, singlehood ain't tt bad. had quite an enlightening chat with e hist gers, Nat, Sarah, Jen n it was hilarious with e constant updates on gossip they had collected frm e hons rm n e topic somehw drifted to tt of relationships, perhaps cuz of e pending arrival of e pink day. Some of e stuff we tokked abt r jus too explosive to be mentioned here but haha...i laughed till my sides ached. 23 tis yr...perhaps nt tt soon for me, tis nov baby but yeah, i've decided tt even if i'm gonna stay in the kingdom of singles till i'm 30, it wun be a kingdom of desperate singles... Guys r jus accessories, heck, they dun even accessorize...

CNY? Wad CNY? DDR, Bk Review...sigh...i reallie do find sch rather sucky...presentations every wk is sorta wearing me out, i am jus so grateful tt i hv grp members whom i can click well with otherwise hving to cooperate with them every single wk is so gonna kill me..oh well, let's jus strive tog n hope we're still alive by e time we graduate. Sun burn's getting better, hope tis tan will last me a couple of mths? Hair's like shit, gotta wait for Soph to go cut our hair, perhaps chud gif Kylex a call first to ask whether e rates r higher during e CNY period, both Soph n I are scrooges, haha..Reallie feel tis impulse to jus snip my locks off but wen's gonna nag at me, haha..oh well, tt's one of my new yr resolutions anyway, to hv enuff patience for Rapunzel's tresses..i am gg to slouch nw, springcleaning ltr, DDR's jus gotta wait.

Specimens under a microscope

Tis is exactly hw i feel after reading Soph's entry , relating how her fren who works in ISD revealed to her that her assignments include sitting in for NUS lectures/forums to listen in on what we students are discussing. Haz...with rgds to little storm Jamie blew up at the LKY forum, i guess tis means that he's gonna be kept under tabs by the govt for e rest of his life? haha...gawd...i wished i had known abt it earlier, been rather preoccupied n onli found out abt the forum on e day itself...I wud hv relished such an elctrifying atmosphere,takes e dullness off the rigidities of sch life.

Wed, my free day..finally....need to squeeze in some readings n yeah, e bk review for US intellect is due soon, hw apt, on V day itself...Haz...Nat mentioned in her blog tt e nt onli Jamie, but e entire history dept's gonna be blacklisted too, well, dun think tt'll happen exactly but perhaps, it wud be juicy gossip for the lecturers and admin staff in e dept? As it is for us history students oredi... But what I can say about LKY is tt i do admire his forthrightness, he doesn't mince words when he replies ur question. A lot of pple,whenever asked abt some sensitive topics or issues they wud much rather avoid bringing up would jus try to evade it as tactfully as possible and given that most of us aren't atkin to the bloodhound tendencies of the paparazzi at sniffing out secrets, digging them out n tearing them apart nor r we too apt at forcefully pushing for a more direct answer to e qn, most of us wud jus end up nodding out head respectfully when in our brains, we dun hv e foggiest idea of hw their answer links back to e qn posed to them.

Perhaps, freedom is restricted in our little sunny island but how would we feel if we're reallie in the high echelons of the political ranks? Would we feel differently? That has always been sthg I ask myself whenever pple start criticizing the Spore govt n go on n on...

I'm tired...sigh..CNY's next wk, but all i can feel is jus e CNY blues...even with CNY, we wun miss DDR's lessons n tt means we'll hv to faithfully plough along....Waddle on, my frens..