My Nano..

So i gt out of e rut i had slipped into last wk. Spent abt 6 hrs re-dg my resume last Sat n will gif myself half a yr to scout ard for a job tt's reallie for me.
I wish to spend my Xmas with e dear gers at work aniwae..
Gd news is I'm sickie no more n gt back into my exercise routine, though my entire bod's reallie aching badly nw.
Me n training bud took leave on Fri n played bad in e morn, I went gym in e noon b4 meetin him for shoppin n movie. The Omen was unexpectedly gd!
It gt me riveted frm e start right thr' e end, no easy feat for someone who mostly finds watching movies a waste of time.
n I did sthg shameful tt i've nt done for years...haha.
I nt only covered my eyes, i even used my hands to cover my ears so i wun hear e eerie backgrd music..
Window shopped a while, Zara's reallie tempting...heez, I've ordi spotted a few pieces which i'm lusting after..
n there's tis gorgeous emerald green top which was totally bareback, a design I've been on e lookout for ages! Bt it costs a whooping 125 bucks for jus a mere top...my better senses told me it ain't worth it..oh well...

And Hippo gt me a black ipod nano with a red armband to go with it b4 he left Spore. I was esctatic! n tt pressie hit me with a pang too cuz I had been too caught up in work to reallie think abt e fact tt he'll be leaving n wun be back until a yr ltr.





I 1st listened to my nano during our moonlight run on his last nite in Spore n i cud feel e difference! I felt much more energized n recharged. I tot of kindred spirit at tt time too, I guess it was e song tt triggered certain memories. So I'm all psyched up though nano's nt with me, he took it with him to dl all e songs I needed. I'll be arrangin one whole series of tracks to keep my adrenaline moving on for Standchart, it'll be so much fun to see hw motivating music can be. I'm no purist when it comes to runnin so i'm all for e idea of hearing some music to get one all pumped up. I lurve all my bodypump n combat tracks too, too bad i can't make out wad e songs r sometimes..

Accompanied him to his fellow pilot trainee's church wedding ceremony e wk b4 he left as well... 1st time I witnessed a military style sword bearing kinda wedding ceremony n i hafta say it was pwetty cool...Reminded me of Zoe Tay's wedding with her pilot hubby...Bt e songs played during e churc ceremony lacked tt certain zest in it. Hehz, if it were mine, I'll play e track by Richard Marx n Donna Lewis, At e Beginning, e track frm Anastasia...Pretty appropriate too, i figured. e bride broke down quite a few times n i suddenly had a sudden vision of me bursting into a hysterical bout of laughter in e middle of e ceremony. Cuz e last time i acc him to church, i was fidgeting thr'out, extremely unglam, i noe, haha..

I'm feeling perkier nw, knowing i wun hafta stay on in tt fortress for long...It'll be jus half a yr more n i'll be out. After 1 yr in e workforce, I dare say I noe better wad kinda career I wan n in which industry as well. n e latter half of e yr is littered with all kinds of runs, just e thing to get my spirits up. Been feeling a bit lonesome recently, perhaps it's e emptiness in my life which I need to get used to. N if I reallie do make my choice, I had better get used to more days of loneliness ahead, i guess..bt I feel safe, warm n secure n tis kinda feeling brought me back to those gd, old days once more.

I'm still waiting for a resolution, however. N I pray for it to come soon.