It's bleak...

The madrush is finally over...The Shangri-La Dialogue's ended n along with it, our side prog as well.
My entire wkend was burnt n i was feeling feverish yest with a splitting headache.
By t time i gt hm frm e airport, it was near 1am n i was jus so so exhausted....
2 days mc...doc said i needed to quit coffee completely cuz apparently, i've been falling ill quite frequently cuz of caffeine...

I'm feeling quite lost at this pt of my life.
I just feel so lonesome and disillusioned. Quite frankly, i'm sick of pandering to pple's needs, faking a smile for nasty pple n hving to play games with those slippery snakes. N i'm beginning to abhore my job, loathe e nature of it, absolutely detest it now. I seem to hv drifted away frm my close frens. I'm too weary at times to stick to my exercise regime. Pple who're special to me r all far away. N just e previous wk alone, i've been reduced to tears 3 times. I dun like to think of myself as a weak person, who gives up easily bt perhaps, i jus am a weakling.

So be it then.