Saying...'I Do..."
Jus checked my email....n our beloved chairperson of 1A'95....n much loved 2A'96 member Blind has ROM!!! Sheesh....she last dropped e bomb on us on our reunion dinner earlier in Feb, jus told us ROM's in June bt refused to tell us e exact date...jus rec fotos of her ROM via email..
Yingyi n John...
Sob....so touched, n glad tt she has found a gd man in John...dun think we ever tot tt she wud be e first among 2A'ers to get hitched since she din look like e kind to tie e matrimonial knot early...
n Shaoyun's getting married too...
Am I reallie getting old n of marriageable age?
Gawd...I 'm still e ger who trips over my jumprope, get scalded by green tea, ged all excited over a badminton session with my pals n hate buying n wearing working clothes with a venom..
Been escaping frm sthg recently...until I realised it's all inside me...
Even when I choose to ignore it in e day, it haunts me at nite thr e avenues of my dreams...
I used to think tt no matter wad setbacks I encounter in my emotional life...there'll definitely be someone waiting there for me at e end of e rd...
The One..
He may nt noe of my existence nw..
He may be happily attached to someone else...
He may be someone I absolutely detest nw..
BUT...
Fate Decrees...n hence...I'll end up a happy, married woman in e end..
Sheesh....hw naive I was.....
I used to dream of getting married early, hving a cosy little nest of my own, a doting hubby n a veri blissful married life...
By getting married early, I mean 26 n below...
So as e yrs pass by, I realise this is most likely gg to be an unattainable dream...
Bt e gd thing is marriage is no longer a must on my life agenda..
That shud be a gd thing, isn't it?
Given tt I nw believe tt infidelity is sthg tt's difficult to avoid even when one is married...
Perhaps, I just need to restore my faith in relationships,love n marriage once more...
There...there..I'm getting all emotional n nostalgic again...sob sob...it's jus e aftereffets of seeing one of my 2A chums get married...
I wish she'll hold her wedding dinner soon, we 2A'ers hv been waiting soooooo loong for this day, when e first 2A'er gets hitched n throws a wedding feast..
We'll hv such a blast..
Alrite, done with being emotional...
it's gg to be Dumpling Festival soon....bt e funny thing is I'm gonna be baking today instead,with Aunt n sis...
Jus some simple stuff, banana muffin, double chocolate chip muffin n choco chip cookies...
The last time I baked was in April.....I still rem e mixed feelings I had e other time yet I still felt so blissful then..
Rite nw, it's jus a diff feeling bt one I noe I gotta get used to..
Bt no matter where u r n wad u're dg...I can still rem e taste of each n every little thing u ever baked for me....
Thank u..
N once more...to Mrs John Tan...wish u a lifetime of marital bliss n all of us from 2A'96 love u veri much...:)
Yingyi n John...
Sob....so touched, n glad tt she has found a gd man in John...dun think we ever tot tt she wud be e first among 2A'ers to get hitched since she din look like e kind to tie e matrimonial knot early...
n Shaoyun's getting married too...
Am I reallie getting old n of marriageable age?
Gawd...I 'm still e ger who trips over my jumprope, get scalded by green tea, ged all excited over a badminton session with my pals n hate buying n wearing working clothes with a venom..
Been escaping frm sthg recently...until I realised it's all inside me...
Even when I choose to ignore it in e day, it haunts me at nite thr e avenues of my dreams...
I used to think tt no matter wad setbacks I encounter in my emotional life...there'll definitely be someone waiting there for me at e end of e rd...
The One..
He may nt noe of my existence nw..
He may be happily attached to someone else...
He may be someone I absolutely detest nw..
BUT...
Fate Decrees...n hence...I'll end up a happy, married woman in e end..
Sheesh....hw naive I was.....
I used to dream of getting married early, hving a cosy little nest of my own, a doting hubby n a veri blissful married life...
By getting married early, I mean 26 n below...
So as e yrs pass by, I realise this is most likely gg to be an unattainable dream...
Bt e gd thing is marriage is no longer a must on my life agenda..
That shud be a gd thing, isn't it?
Given tt I nw believe tt infidelity is sthg tt's difficult to avoid even when one is married...
Perhaps, I just need to restore my faith in relationships,love n marriage once more...
There...there..I'm getting all emotional n nostalgic again...sob sob...it's jus e aftereffets of seeing one of my 2A chums get married...
I wish she'll hold her wedding dinner soon, we 2A'ers hv been waiting soooooo loong for this day, when e first 2A'er gets hitched n throws a wedding feast..
We'll hv such a blast..
Alrite, done with being emotional...
it's gg to be Dumpling Festival soon....bt e funny thing is I'm gonna be baking today instead,with Aunt n sis...
Jus some simple stuff, banana muffin, double chocolate chip muffin n choco chip cookies...
The last time I baked was in April.....I still rem e mixed feelings I had e other time yet I still felt so blissful then..
Rite nw, it's jus a diff feeling bt one I noe I gotta get used to..
Bt no matter where u r n wad u're dg...I can still rem e taste of each n every little thing u ever baked for me....
Thank u..
N once more...to Mrs John Tan...wish u a lifetime of marital bliss n all of us from 2A'96 love u veri much...:)
5 Comments:
Hai...so sweet! Dun worry gal! U sure will find someone nice! Just concentrate on improving urself so as to b a beter person for THe One. Must invite me to ur wedding next time ar. Oh btw I shall make sure u r e 1 who catch e bouquet during Shaoyun's wedding hahahaha.
haha...hey! I'm puuurfffect, rem? No rm left for self improvement! hahaha...eh, thanks ah, muz ask e others nt to fight with me for e bouquet, hiakz...
Once again, my nausea is back after reading abt ur perfection *blech* hahahaha, ok I'll b sure to help u kick them aside so that u can catch e bouquet hahahaah!
This is a very sweet entry indeed and i like reading entries like that..
and ya i agree with Jenn; u will find somebody nice..I used to lose all faith some time back as to why, i guess 1 one of long entires in my blog can allude to it..But hey man, all things sad will pass ah...take care always...
and ya, i like this sentence a lot...it reminds me of some chinese son lyrics that i have written some time back..haha
"been escaping frm sthg recently...until I realised it's all inside me...
Even when I choose to ignore it in e day, it haunts me at nite thr e avenues of my dreams..."
wow...feihong, do share those chinese song lyrics! I'm a sentimentalist at heart too!
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