Wad I want..
Before I turned 21....I wanted to marry a man I love, settled down and have kids...
That was my idea of a perfect life.
At 21...
I wanted to marry a guy I love but who loves me more than I love him.
I wasn't so sure on kids anymore..
At 22....
I wanted to marry a guy whom I can trust and who can take really gd care of me..
I din want kids anymore...
At 23...
Fidelity seems to be a myth...
it's not just abt not trusting my man but nt even being able to trust myself..
Adamant on not hving kids...cuz..
I'm selfish.
I dun wan to love my kid more than I love myself.
I dun wan my hubby to love the kid more than he loves me.
I think I want to settle down in Norway,sit by e fireplace, trek the icy mountains, do research on witches and eat salmon everyday...tt'll be real cool...
That was my idea of a perfect life.
At 21...
I wanted to marry a guy I love but who loves me more than I love him.
I wasn't so sure on kids anymore..
At 22....
I wanted to marry a guy whom I can trust and who can take really gd care of me..
I din want kids anymore...
At 23...
Fidelity seems to be a myth...
it's not just abt not trusting my man but nt even being able to trust myself..
Adamant on not hving kids...cuz..
I'm selfish.
I dun wan to love my kid more than I love myself.
I dun wan my hubby to love the kid more than he loves me.
I think I want to settle down in Norway,sit by e fireplace, trek the icy mountains, do research on witches and eat salmon everyday...tt'll be real cool...
posted by Witchy at 10:55 PM
5 Comments:
Hmm...I still think I would like to have wat u dreamt at 21... guess I am a die-hard idealist *sigh*
come on come on, don't lose hope....we have to fight this battle "shoulder against shoulder"....
we'll never let our compatriot down! FOCUS!
-the last knight
did i mention before the salmon and icy trekking in Norway is FANTASTIC?
hope that things are well...
Norway is a nice place and i would like to do all that too manz..but ideally with someone else whom i can share my life with blah...
feihong
c'mon Jen, u're such a sweet ger, i'm sure u'll find tt ideal guy for u!
Thanks gal! I am sure u will find someone cool too! Was looking at my photos in Europe yesterday... it will be so nice to settle in Germany or England! See u at my party yeah :)
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