Pondering...

Been some time since i last came online on a wkday nite.
This will be a busy week ahead, i can't wait for e wkend to come...
Had the above title as my nick, a few hv asked me why..
I asked myself e same qn.
Tokked to a dear fren in Shanghai...yet, i felt reallie down afterwards.
It's funny hw e way minds n hearts work at times.
I'm baffled too.
It has been draggin on for so long, on-off state...tt till nw, i still dunno hw to quit it.
Bt i realised sthg today, i've nt felt tt vulnerable for ages n it's def nt a feeling i miss.
Perhaps Shanghai is nt e right place to visit now..