Career Planning..

Phew...a huge burden finally off my back..D'Devil's presentation went okie, i admitted tt i reallie had my fair share of worries cuz well, i jus din wan him to bash our grp again plus much of e stuff was my own formulation n if tt happened again, i'll be letting my grp down totally....

Heez, so yest, i gaf myself half a day off n went shopping for bdae pressies for a few upcoming bdaes, 3 in total actually, well, i bought zilch stuff, as expected. N SID called on Monday, sheesh, i missed their call n called them back on Tuesday, well, it was a bit weird. They told me tt they find me more suitable for another post called Management Executive, dunno wad e hell tt means but she said it was flatter hierarchy n performance based n tt my main job was still to keep track of political developments, research, write reports etc..n she said if i was interested in tis post, to come down for another interview. Well, i told her tt i din exactly wan a desk bound job n frm e description of tis job, it pretty much sounds like a total desk bound one, haz, she asked me e percentage i hv in mind so i said 70% deskbound n 30% outdoors, wadever tt means. But eh, i told her tt i need to noe more abt this job so wun mind gg down for e interview. But met Lin Teck at e bustop yest n he was telling me tt Mindef's boring....sheeesh...but he oso added tt they hv a gym! Haha! I suppose my dream job wud be one at the Suntect building cuz Planet Fitness is situated there too, can jus go for some cardio n calories burning during e lunch hr..

Then.i jus checked my yahoo mail, n thank god i did...MFA replied n asked me to go for tis seminar thingy, basically it's stage 1 of e selection process, the writing test, personality etc..n it's on Thursday 9 am...so eh, Nat n Wens, sorrie, i gotta sit out on the Thursday meeting for D'Devil. N i was supposed to reply by 14th!! I hope replying late din ged me booted out. But was seriously thinking to myself wad i reallie wan for my career, i dun see it as a gd sign tt so far for the few interviews i've been to, deep down, i'm sorta secretly wishing tt i wun ged e job...i mean, wad e heck! I'm jus wasting my time, reminds me of tt time when i went for e interview for some Singtel partime job n basically i was trying my best to convince e interviewers hw UNsuitable i was for e job. I jus went for e interview so tt it'll seem as if i'm trying my best in my job search without actually genuinely knowing wad i want for my future career. n that sucks...

n haha, i am so happy tt i am finally gg back to my runs! Woots!! *opens champagne n jumps up n down in joy* I skipped tt day, it wasn't so bad, actually, i can feel tt my ankle is okie oredi but i was jus so busy with stuff tt i din hv e strength nor e time for a run. It was so bad tt i actually mustered e courage to ask Mum for Brand's essence of chicken when i was rushing DDR tt nite cuz i was a goner n was all ready to flop on e bed yet i still had to finish e stuff. Well,s he gaf me a knowing look n i cringed in disgust, i always feel tt downing chicken essence is like forcing a whole raw chicken down my throat, complete with feathers, chicken poo n all. ut no choice, been running on a caffeine overdosage oredi n it ain't working much for me n Red Bull's too sweet, i hate sweet stuff! N eh, currently addicted to Japanese green tea, i decided to drink like 2 cups daily cuz heard tt it's reallie gd for health so went to do a bit of research n i'm pretty much convinced n eh, it tastes pretty bland but i always prefer bland stuff so it's gonna stay put in my life..budden i jus read frm Cleo n some other source elsewhere tt white tea is even better than green tea n black tea, sthg abt it killing e stuff tt causes cancer itself n white tea sounds so chic!! but i dun even noe wad tt is or where i can ged it..

It's 509am nw, tot of dg a morn run at first but nah, i think i'll run in e evening, i wanna watch e sunset.

But eh, i suddenly tot of sthg, e gd thing abt MFA is e location, it's so near Orchard, i can jus pop down for shopping anytime..not like Mindef, some ulu place near Dairy Farm...ucks...n wad do i do there, go visit some cows? Hmmm..i need to crack my brainf or gordon, dunno if i dare to email him asking if i can do a bk review...nah, think he'll frown upon e idea.

I think i better catch up on my beauty sleep soon,literally man...i look like a total wreck nw, disgusting to say e least, i refuse to look at my numerous mirrors, i love them too much to rick a crack, haz..Taz..